My head is spinning
Full of the words I should tell you,
Full of the dreams I had for us.
And the love I have.

I tried to forget you,
But my heart beats faster when I hear your name
And I can still feel the pain
Of knowing our story had to end.

The numbers I love so much
Didn't help me to figure out
The reason behind
Our screwed up relationship.

We had our chance
But wasted it
Now all I have left are memories
And the throbbing pain of my heart.

Loving you is painful
And I hate you for that
But I hate you even more
For not hating you at all.