Friday 14 June 2013


You left me once,
And it felt like all the light had been stolen from me
Every breath I took was a battle to remain alive
And every second felt like eternity.

But now you're back, I'm whole again.
The open wound in my heart starts to fade away.
I saw you and felt the sunlight wash my face
You're my light, my safe place.

But as the days pass by,
I feel we're only drifting further apart.
And the truth that try to hide and deny
Is that I know you want to say goodbye.

I can't stand the thought of you walking away
You left me once and it was like after the hurricane
Everywhere I looked, only darkness and sorrow
And I can't stand the thought of tomorrow.

All the stupid songs talking about love
They're nothing but a fantasy hiding behind the truth that's so cold.
And whoever said saying goodbye was the right thing to do
Doesn't know the pain of a broken heart, a shattered soul.

Wednesday 12 June 2013

I've lost you
I don't know how it happened, no why
I just wanted you so badly.

Now there's an ocean between us
But it would be ok,
Had I only known your name.

I know you and you know me,
From inside out, deep down.
But the outside, which shouldn't matter this much,
Is unkown for both of us.

You're so nice, you're so cool
And a boring monday night
Became an amazing chat.

You're a figure without a name,
A wonderful shadow that travel in my dreams
How can I have you back?
Will I ever be able to talk to you again?

Cupid, you bitch.

E essa é mais uma obra do amor... Esse cupido maldito e caprichoso que mimadamente brinca com nossas emoções, sem se importar com nada além de sua própria satisfação, ele segue fazendo estripulias, segue agindo como uma tormenta em noite de lua cheia ao invés de uma cálida chuva primaveril. Esse diabinho que nunca sossega e que só deixa uma pessoa em paz quando acha que deve. Esse sentimento bizarro, que consegue complicar o descomplicado e apaziguar qualquer controle de emoção.
Ah, cupidozinho travesso, que se recusa a ser ordinário. Por que tivestes tu que me lançar sob teu feitiço? Por que, oh maldito, tivestes a ousadia de me por em tuas garras, as garras do amor?
Tenho medo de ti, coisinha descarada, e ainda assim sigo amando. Tenho medo do que podes fazer-me, criatura tirana, se puseres-me uma vez mais no caminho da dor e da solidão. Amei uma vez, será que não te lembras, terrível criatura? E não queria amar novamente. Mas fizestes pouco de minha vontade e, graças a ti, temo sofrer novamente.
Chorei e sofri por ti, mas me recuperei quase que completamente, agora fujo de ti, e é ai que me pegas novamente. Não quero mais viver contigo, oh bruxo traiçoeiro, mas não sei se posso resistir por muito mais tempo. Oh bicho maldito, por que me enfeitiçastes? Cupido desgarrado, fica escondido nas sombras em busca de sua próxima vítima, e me atingistes.
Oh amor maldito.
It doesn't matter what I really feel,
Pain and suffer will never let me go
But, if you are by my side,
I'll have a reason to stop crying.

There's no reason to hide
Everything I feel for you
Just as I should say,
I fear even more for feeling like this.

My hope and dreams reborn more and more
But my feet struggle when I try to raise them
Because they're afraid they'll destroy
Once again what was supposed to be my heart.

There's nothing noble in all this.
As I have to keep quiet, hiding what I feel
And, at the first opportunity I scream
"I feel an emptiness!"

And in the end,
No matter how far I go
I know I won't regreat
For I've suffered, I've lived.